I have always wanted to be a mommy. I named my kiddos when I was 12! I didn’t get married until later in life. I found out after we were supposedly “trying” for 6 months that my husband had gotten a secret vasectomy before we married. He swore he’d do “everything” to get me a baby. So, we did sperm aspiration with a fertility doctor. I got pregnant with twins but lost them at 6 1/2 weeks. My husband did agree to get a reversal and after that we did a clomid cycle and I had a chemical pregnancy. While waiting for another clomid cycle, I got pregnant naturally. I was thrilled to death and thanked God every night for “granting the desire of my heart”. Unfortunately, I lost that baby at 7 1/2 weeks. I finally realized that my husband was not the man he pretended to be and I knew I’d never have children with him. After 2 years of marriage, I filed for divorce.
I tried IVF on my own and wasn’t able to get a successful pregnant, I then turned to adoption. I was going to do a private adoption - a baby girl that was due in May. Unfortunately, as the due date drew nearer, it was discovered that the young lady was never pregnant. I honestly don’t believe she intentionally had bad intentions as even when the doctor was saying there was no baby, she claimed she still “felt” the baby.
I have my home study completed and my nursery ready. It’s just trying to afford the costs of adoption (especially after the tens of thousands already spent on IVF).
I have 3 dogs and a cat that would love to have a child to play with. My child would have the same types of opportunities that I had growing up - piano lessons, dance lessons, sports, 4H, etc.
Thank you for reading and your consideration. Any help is greatly appreciated.
